My wife used to keep asking me where I was going or I have been, just like a little tail of mine, which annoyed me somehow but did delight her with no break. However, this tail suddenly ran away in a heavy mid-night rain, from which I'm suffering badly and never releave from the extreme gulty and pain.

On the day I started my first job, she was happy to buy me a mobile phone rather than any of her favourite jewelries. That night, both of us lay down in the bed ringing one after another of different sounds with the phone. We felt our future lives would sound like the euphonious rings full of harmony and hope. Everyday from then on, I got her calls, "Honey, remember to take food when you come." "Honey, I miss you. Honey, I love you." "Honey, have dinner with my parents tonight." On hearing these, my heart was pretty warm indeed.

Some day, I had a meeting with one of biggest customers very late and my phone was flat. Until midnight I came back home. While I opened the door she was crying with eyes in red. Oh, right after I supposed to be off office she phoned me every fifteen minutes, but my phone answered her I wasn't in the service area. And then she was even more afraid I might have an accident, and she kept calling me every ten minutes so that she didn't release the land phone until I got home. At the first minutes, I didn't care about her faffing, "I'm not a child and nothing happened to me." But she seemed to have a foreboding that I wouldn't be back unless I picked up her call. I patted her on the head and laughed,"Simple-minded you." However, from that day on I've never ever forgotten to charge my mobile betimes in the morning.

A couple of months later I got a promotion as well as a great raise in my salary. With no doubt, my mobile phone has been changed for a few times. Brought to mind I owed my wife a necklace, I took her in exitement to a jewelry shop. But she hesitated, "a platina necklace is useless. I want a mobile to make calls for you anywhere." Upon that, I bought a beautiful phone for her. That day we, one in the bedroom and the other in the living room, sent many funny messages over each other. We enjoyed this new communication.

One night I went out with some friends to play cards after work with no notice to my wife. We played and played when she phoned me,"where are you? Why don't you come home?" "I am playing cards with some friends you don’t know." "When will you be back?" "In a few hours." In the games I was losing after winning, and winning after losing, meanwhile she called me over and over. After It rained very heavily my phone rang again,"Where on earth are you? What are you doing? Hurry back!" "Didn’t I tell you I am playing? I can't go home now because of the heavy rain outside." "Tell me where you are and I’ll pick you up." "It's none of your business." The friends laughed at me so that I switched off my phone in a pet and her voice disappeared.

After daybreak one of my friends drove and took me home as I lost totally with no money left. Unexpectedly, my house was closed and my wife not home. At this moment, I received a call from my mother-in-law. She cried and told me last night my wife cycled in to rain with a umbrella. She went to one house after another of my friends she knows. On the way to look for me, she fell down by a serious traffic accident.

I switched my phone on and an unread message appeared on the screen shocking me, "Do you remember today is our wedding anniversary? I am going to meet you somewhere. I'll take an umbrella. Don't go away." Heartstrickenly, she was in deep sleep on the road and wouldn’t awake up for ever and ever. I read this short message again and again, over and over, stabbing me from the front to the back, with tear dropping down my face. Didn't leave me alone. On that night I felt I lost the whole world.

It's three months after my wife passed away. Every night I was awaked by nightmares. I didn't go out, I didn't go to work, and I didn't meet people either. Such a depression continued to sag that I would rather go with her and accompany with her once and again ......